This is what I was thinking, when I was reading it, three times was just too many times. It's so sad that she died in that way, and when you had all those amazing plans. What a shock. You told this story so well, I was right there with you feeling it! Thank you for sharing this, it does Jamie an honor to know how much you loved her.

Does it count if I have a crush on the actor who played Mozart in Amadeus? I think men from those times are handsome too!